kaleidescope therapy
March 7, 2011
hello again!
I lost track of time and
as human as I am, I’ve forgotten
I knew you were there
but as things of this nature are
you escaped my periphery for a while
ssssssssssssp. whew w w w
where to start? everything seems so important (which is like saying nothing is important)
to confront you again is a terrifying task
and there are few things that seem to penetrate, as you do
I despised you, I’ll admit
then I grew to love you
simply because you were there
because what you cannot be rid of
you must love!
it was you who reassured me
that we are never alone
that what is is what is
what isn’t is too
I listened intently
doubting all I knew
and it brought me back,
face to face, with you
I am so afraid
that you would attempt to somehow bastardize my diablerie
you implied my life is rarely anything more than
an amusing circle of bathos
a dog solemnly chasing its own tail
I resist! you insist
I desist
ssssssssssssp. whew w w w
but you were wrong
I think you may have mixed it up
adhesion is not cohesion
my youth is not
a reason.
